August 2020

August 2020

August is over.

31 days and I have to say what a hell it has been, this has to be the most difficult month I ever tried and I really think about dropping out.

I knew it, and I have been warned about this time around, but if has just been the pictures, well then it would have been that, but on a personal level I really think about quitting this time. My stress, anxiety, and health in general is not good at the moment, I really try to see if there is any light at the end that makes me want to continue, but I can’t see it.

I really do struggle and yes its real, August was fine until 10th that day everything changed, I will not go down in details, who knows maybe I later write about it, but as for now, let’s just say I lost something that is so bunded with me in all aspects that it hurts just to write this, I hope for something better 7th September, there I know and the family as well know a lot more.

But I have learned a good lesson and they say that through life we learn all the time.

I just wish that sometimes people in general will listen to there body, listen to them self, threat human’s no matter what situation with respect and kindness.

Tim McGraw wrote this son called Humble and Kind, people should listen and learn about this song and lyrics, I do!
Every single day I try to treat people with kindness and respect and be humble.

Hold the door, say “please”, say “thank you”
Don’t steal, don’t cheat, and don’t lie
I know you got mountains to climb
But always stay humble and kind
When the dreams you’re dreamin’ come to you
When the work you put in is realized
Let yourself feel the pride
But always stay humble and kind

So, do I continue? No not for now I have to hit the breaks and take more care of me and my family, this 2020 have been a rough and tough road, but I’m just humble and kind to be alive and have a family, so until then take care.

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